One of those weeks again...

…where everything feels hard to do and like you don’t have energy for anything.

It’s not the first time that I feel like that. Actually, I felt like that almost the entirety of last year. Energyless! Not a lack of grit, but like my body won’t let me do what I want to do.

I want to spend my time eating healthy, doing lots of sports and working even more. Three things I love doing and normally feel energized afterwards, but it seems like that’s not the case anymore.

Even after such a crazy weekend like last week with out marathon events with Salty Sports Club, where I should feel more than grateful and proud of what we’ve built in the last 16 months and the connections we’ve created and the insane community that no exists. – I still don’t feel the slightest accomplishment. I really don’t understand it. What's wrong with me?

Sports used to be my counterweight that kept everything in balance. Now I feel sluggish the whole day, sometimes even two days after, even when I’m doing easy workouts.

Something is not right with my body and I’m unable to find the cause. Which freaking sucks tbh.

I plan on doing a water fast for a week or so soon to hopefully completely reset my body. I really hope that this could solve the problems I’m having but let’s see.

What is certain, is that I need to realize that for now doing too much sports, will just destroy me even more. No random 50km ultra marathons, but rather a balanced training routine, that doesn’t put too much strain on my body.

I’ll have time to go after my physical goals and milestones, when my body is ready. I’m still young, there is no rush. I should rather focus on building something the lasts now and then later on get back to doing extreme sports, when my body tells me he’s ready.

Alright enough of struggles…

The sun is out in Vienna :)

I’ve got one more video project to get done and then I’ll head out for some coffee with friends.

love y’all,
Max